Today would be one month after the loss of my babies. Gosh... It's still hurts!!!! Amma loves u'll so much my little angels. Am sure they'll be watching over us and giving us the strength.
I'm trying to b strong. It's really tough but I'm going to keep fighting and trying.
This few days I finally manage to step out of my room. I'm trying to spend some times with my neice & nephew. This little Childrens smile n laugh makes me wants to over come all this quickly and be the normal me soon.
11days more, to get back to work. I'm going to do permanent night shift. I nvr liked night shift, but now I prefer it. I just want to avoid as many ppl as possible.
Hope getting back to work, won't make me more down. I'm sure many ppl are going to ask alot question. I'm juz afraid I'll breakdown at work and I can concentrate on my job. God Plz give me the strength.
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